Losing love and hope

 so today has been a sorrowful day  i lost the person  i loved and was left with no anwser why.... WOW does this pain hurts really bad but i need to remember  that pain ends soon but i don't think that this agonizing pain will ever end i need to be with juliet so i have devised a plan  i am going to friar  lawrence and im going to ask him for a poision that will kill me so i am at least able to be with juliet  in the after life dear juliet i will be with you again  there is no reason to be  sad my deaqr because we will be together again and join hearts again because my love is soley for you and nobody else